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Finally get accounting out of the system, sometimes really want to do what i really want...u noe out of my do success list...is very tiring to chasing something that i really dun like...is very painful...
But that will be very selfish, what a conflict....i have been thinking...why cannot i juz buy a land and be a farmer and also a piano also...Yupz my life is easily contented by these two simple thing...but simple thing that is what we want, we will complicatified(new word i invented) it...do we really want all the fame and richness....that we might not have the capable to spend...like the zhuang zi say be content...it take great wisdom to see be contented is enuff....if u got all the richness in the world, would u be the happiest person in the world...or are u self deceive urself....
Sometimes rich people want to be juz simple poor people...becoz the time to take care of their empire and their obligation keep running high...yet he is a envy of most people...i think some of the times, he will sit down and he will start to envy ppl that lead a more carefree life...
Hard to choose rite...we will choose a different rule if we need to be contented easily...coz which mean u have no competitiveness in u, which mean u will taken out of the rat race...freedom or survive the odd...

What if question

What if I am born in a family of pianists?
I will be a pianist...of coz
What if I am born in a family of rich?
I will be a sick man...well wealth bring poor health...why? eat too much good food
What if I am not a singaporean?
I will dunoe where is singapore in the map...
What if I have a gf?
I would not have time to write blog rite nw...
What if u are reading it nw...
well u are too free alr,better find something meaningful to do...

Zha Nan

Haha, juz found out i have from a magazine...i super zha nan...(a term to describe a person that do not like socializing like staying in home). Love anime and drama yupz...dun like to socialize yupz...feel comfortable at home...yupz...like to surf net and game...yupz.I am the ulimate zha nan.

A lot of happening event during this past weeks...but i dun need to broadcast, coz the info is almost the same but the perceptive is different...haha...

Something different from my Uni friends Blogs, is that i found a job for the holiday...I was a bit surprised that my previous previous employer call me...then i got my job...but of coz still as programmer...my programming skill a bit rusty...need to derusty after my exam...

During the holiday, i will be also taking the M5,M9,M8 and HI test within the two months...and the youth camp i dun whether i will be going...confused...and acting and firming workshop...very very pack...

Okay...HD...HD..GO...GO...everyone jia you...so everyone is a winner...and dun need to feel sad after exam...

Peace at last

Finally peace in my heart, something unsettled in my heart have resolved,no it is related to matter this year, is problem that have been in my heart for years...O praise the Lord...for he always provide the answer...even i seldom pray on this matter.God always provide...Thank you Lord!

Exam is coming

Exam time is just one month away, drama workshop in april, forget to suspense my piano lesson...which mean in April i will become more scatterbrained than this month...being browse site to site-shopping piano. Find out that the cheaper new piano is ard 2k++...If i spend the money to buy which mean i gotta be sell-fish...haha...
Few reason why, i realize i need to spend more time like more than 1hr(which mean 2 dollar incur daily), and plus i am very slow learner, very bad with the beat thing, so gotta spend more time practice piano...harmonic cannoot make it, legato cannot make it...count problem...hw i wish there is a way to change the structure of my brain...to become better and leaner machine...
Also think about the future whether to study master or CFA...coz i getting on my age, better study while i can...or else i hit ard 30...i will become retard...
And need to apologise all that offended through this month, later i not so happy...dunoe why...very moody...so i may be a@@hole...and all that...i hope i will get better...so i can treat people nicer more...

Test Test

Mind totally occupied by all the book, i read, what is left is only conformed knowledge by the book, creativeness is being restricted, sometimes i think this kind of system of studying works or dun work.
For me, i personally prefer the theory is created by me, so i will remember me, because the level of acceptance is 100%, so I do not need to force myself to like it.
Nowaday, I have been a bit scatterbrain, could not remember what most ppl say, and thing i do. So b4 i forget, I muz say this to all my friends U are all the best, and love U all...Hehehe

Seriously serious

Have my piano lesson in the morning. Perform poorly at legato(which mean smoothly). I have asking these questions why i am so stiff, as i practice why why!!!. I feel so beaten down, far worse than i felt when i fail my test or exam. Then can only be one reason..i madly in love with piano.
It might seem cool to play all the classical music, but behind all these is a lot of hard work...coz classical is abt precision in the counting, one wrong count, there is it, the end of your piece. So in order to get it rite, they must really practice non-stop i mean really non-stop for two hour for two eight itself.
Such passion, endurance and pain-staking hour of training, and yet i still love it. If got any pro out there, please give me some pointer, or some way to reduce the stiffnesss of hand. Please do not feel hesitated to msn me or call me.
Another great step i move in field of Arts, is when i decide to join Firm Performance in SIM, the people is greatly fanastic at their expression, the show they are doing next year, i will try my best for it, as every new members need to go through the acting workshop, so dun be surprise i will be dramatic during the April...Haha. It is abt all, then is more hard work on my piano and my test ahead and exam..and acting workshop...which mean i will skipped the trip to US...