All in a day work

Today, was out depatching, my mind is very clear suddenly, maybe is the coffee i take in the morning, or i have been enlighten either way...

Yupz, was pass the heavy traffic, but my heart is calm and peaceful and totally ok with the traffic.

Even through is one hour out of office, but alot have been in my mind, i must somehow be flexible and change to the environment, not expecting the environment change to me.

That way of thinking is stubborn and selfish, and hope everything is back to normal as the way it will be...hope nothing changes after all my foolish acts, but is impossible to think in that way, coz or else there will not be cause and consequence.

In and out of something set me thinking of things, let me change in a way to be be a better person, is what i think is not what other thinks, that is freaky important, learn to trust super important, be flexible super duby important.

for all my friends that worry for me, worry not more, i have decide to take alot alot step back alr, but the feeling will stay, coz i am still a human after all wahahhahaha...

Fool

yupz, i always been a fool, she has been doing things for us, i dun get the picture, but act as a irriating entity half the time, but she always forgive me. I am very apologistic that she need to go through the nonsense that i put her through....i will be myself...so be less burden of her...
Hope we can work this through tgt.

Morning stuff

something i concoct in the morning

Memories

Short stay hold no memories
but memories linger on
like vines wrap around heart
enjoy closeness yet there is pain


But the grateful thing is that her headache recover through my prayer, if she recover, i promise to head back to church...right away

In transition

Hope i will be stand up again, which i will, i am strong i will, i need to set back on my goal.

It has been long since i write, never been so release, yupz is sad, but is time to let go is time to let go..which i hold memory of nobody...

started on fresh page of life, the new chapter...the new beginning...just stay focus!!!!

Time to write!!!

Been bz with the last few week, and very thankful to my classmate for the celebration at MOF muackz muackz...!!!

Haha, time pass very fast, in a twink of the eye, is forth semster, is very cool to noe all...my classmates...for so long...

ps, cannot join them for johor trip...not durian for me...haha

yupz...is time for me to get started...on my study...haha

yupz...still very the grateful to have my gf by my side...i will stand by u no matter what.

sleepy day

Haha...ever since study break, study have been my top priority...but cannot see my gf...well is really a pain.
been zha nai the whole day, dunoe what to write and update with nothing happens, so yupz...good weather and good run for today.
And i am thankful i have a loving gf.

Best of Both world bullshit

This is hw you see thing, you want this and that...well you are call greedy when u know u cannot have the best of both world...well unless the world collide. well u get nothing.
That is this theory i formed, what combined the best of the world is by giving of portion of there and there...so basically it may lose the essential of the both world but you still keep it. But then again where are the best of both world when it used to be when you lose the essential the uniquity of the this both is when they are individual entity not when you have them both together.
This is hw it work around in the world, when one dude try to save the earth by stop manufacturing u stop crEAting u stop generating GDP...then it created the economical term call tradeoff..bullshit...is call a shit that control ppl that is greedy.give some piece of pie to another...stopping being a U noe what.
Basically i juz trying to write something that not see ard in the world...but i juz could not, yes...u cannot have write something ppl not see ard...the world...becoz ppl dun understand...hahah...there you go not best of both world