Peace at last

Finally peace in my heart, something unsettled in my heart have resolved,no it is related to matter this year, is problem that have been in my heart for years...O praise the Lord...for he always provide the answer...even i seldom pray on this matter.God always provide...Thank you Lord!

Exam is coming

Exam time is just one month away, drama workshop in april, forget to suspense my piano lesson...which mean in April i will become more scatterbrained than this month...being browse site to site-shopping piano. Find out that the cheaper new piano is ard 2k++...If i spend the money to buy which mean i gotta be sell-fish...haha...
Few reason why, i realize i need to spend more time like more than 1hr(which mean 2 dollar incur daily), and plus i am very slow learner, very bad with the beat thing, so gotta spend more time practice piano...harmonic cannoot make it, legato cannot make it...count problem...hw i wish there is a way to change the structure of my brain...to become better and leaner machine...
Also think about the future whether to study master or CFA...coz i getting on my age, better study while i can...or else i hit ard 30...i will become retard...
And need to apologise all that offended through this month, later i not so happy...dunoe why...very moody...so i may be a@@hole...and all that...i hope i will get better...so i can treat people nicer more...

Test Test

Mind totally occupied by all the book, i read, what is left is only conformed knowledge by the book, creativeness is being restricted, sometimes i think this kind of system of studying works or dun work.
For me, i personally prefer the theory is created by me, so i will remember me, because the level of acceptance is 100%, so I do not need to force myself to like it.
Nowaday, I have been a bit scatterbrain, could not remember what most ppl say, and thing i do. So b4 i forget, I muz say this to all my friends U are all the best, and love U all...Hehehe