All in a day work

Today, was out depatching, my mind is very clear suddenly, maybe is the coffee i take in the morning, or i have been enlighten either way...

Yupz, was pass the heavy traffic, but my heart is calm and peaceful and totally ok with the traffic.

Even through is one hour out of office, but alot have been in my mind, i must somehow be flexible and change to the environment, not expecting the environment change to me.

That way of thinking is stubborn and selfish, and hope everything is back to normal as the way it will be...hope nothing changes after all my foolish acts, but is impossible to think in that way, coz or else there will not be cause and consequence.

In and out of something set me thinking of things, let me change in a way to be be a better person, is what i think is not what other thinks, that is freaky important, learn to trust super important, be flexible super duby important.

for all my friends that worry for me, worry not more, i have decide to take alot alot step back alr, but the feeling will stay, coz i am still a human after all wahahhahaha...

Fool

yupz, i always been a fool, she has been doing things for us, i dun get the picture, but act as a irriating entity half the time, but she always forgive me. I am very apologistic that she need to go through the nonsense that i put her through....i will be myself...so be less burden of her...
Hope we can work this through tgt.

Morning stuff

something i concoct in the morning

Memories

Short stay hold no memories
but memories linger on
like vines wrap around heart
enjoy closeness yet there is pain


But the grateful thing is that her headache recover through my prayer, if she recover, i promise to head back to church...right away

In transition

Hope i will be stand up again, which i will, i am strong i will, i need to set back on my goal.

It has been long since i write, never been so release, yupz is sad, but is time to let go is time to let go..which i hold memory of nobody...

started on fresh page of life, the new chapter...the new beginning...just stay focus!!!!