Seriously serious

Have my piano lesson in the morning. Perform poorly at legato(which mean smoothly). I have asking these questions why i am so stiff, as i practice why why!!!. I feel so beaten down, far worse than i felt when i fail my test or exam. Then can only be one reason..i madly in love with piano.
It might seem cool to play all the classical music, but behind all these is a lot of hard work...coz classical is abt precision in the counting, one wrong count, there is it, the end of your piece. So in order to get it rite, they must really practice non-stop i mean really non-stop for two hour for two eight itself.
Such passion, endurance and pain-staking hour of training, and yet i still love it. If got any pro out there, please give me some pointer, or some way to reduce the stiffnesss of hand. Please do not feel hesitated to msn me or call me.
Another great step i move in field of Arts, is when i decide to join Firm Performance in SIM, the people is greatly fanastic at their expression, the show they are doing next year, i will try my best for it, as every new members need to go through the acting workshop, so dun be surprise i will be dramatic during the April...Haha. It is abt all, then is more hard work on my piano and my test ahead and exam..and acting workshop...which mean i will skipped the trip to US...

Sunday

I saw one of my old SP teacher, teaching DBMS, in one of my friend's church, which in fact my friend also the student of the same course. Ok you get the point right.

Well, rite after service we meet up at the coffeeshop, to have sharing session(put it bluntly uncle talk). And from these short session, my teacher share a lot of insight with us about some wrong thinking with foot relaxology and apuncture, true it is healthy, but we must not forget it origin from Taos. So christian, watch out on these stuff I mention, because if it is not manage well, it will harm you. And Yoga is about the spirit thing, he saw people wiggling on the healing room.

So if christian have read my blog, please share these among the brothers and sisters. Because remember we are temple of God, and we dun want to do anything that damage or displease the God.

All in a song

This song is unsung, this war untold
is about this warrior and his empress
how Mystical is it, how sorrow the tale
Not that not is the story being told
Is just happen at the place full of bitter coffee

Chorus of this battle being sung
WarCry being heard, heart be shattered
Life be relive, dead be undead
Inspire be expiry, quiet yet singing

Fight must goes on, the song will be rewritten
History will be herstory.
If battle was lost, all is gone

Pain in my heart

Crap, i noe i not suppose to complain inside the blog, but i juz need to release a bit of steam, it all started i underestimate the question. Which i should not, which i learn through pain, is really the no pain no gain. And it is really painful, so for ppl who want to underestimate the econ test if u taking next semster, please think twice. Ahhh....feel muz better.

So for the entire whole day, is all abt the test, so nothing muz, except i do a little run on my own at ngee ann. Well for the better part of the day, i eat a nice you mian and dumpling, then start to do the project. 10 million war among the two da ge ad da jia, me and sherlly watching the show...even through is a bit tired, but is interesting.

And yupz went for the US work and play thing, is quite interesting, get to work for culture shock, and play for culture shiok...Hahaha...Ok muz...jia you....all the way to the next few test...muz progress...dun depress...

PlayTime Over

After two month of fun, is time to get serious, test is ard the corner, projects to do. those working, I think they will go crazy, for these month. Piano lesson.., i cut my driving lesson through

Study! Study! Study!...go go....I think i dun have time to write any blog.

Jumper on his way

Watch Jumper on wednesday, great show, is realize the dream of poor traveler such as myself. Except the part he steal the money and put the IOU. Anywhere in the world, free from distance, boundary and everything stand in your way will be all gone.

There are some dream place i want to go b4 i hit the road

Japan

US

Rome

Eygpt

Spain

England

Paris

if i ever go these place, i will sure post the photo in the blog.

Conformist and perfectionist(Kaoz Theory)

Conform to the world, and numb to what is really important. if you feel this way, well you are conformist, what is important in the worldly view, may not be a important view to humanist law(such as sympathy and kindness). But they will sometimes find a place where humanist law still exists for few hours. Or else the end result will be insanity. Because No matter how much human want to run away from the fact that human still human, they cannot beat the gene that in-built emotion and feeling.

Solution there is NOne, why is to world destruction that world muz achieve before humanity can found. There is why is Kao theory.

Born to change everything around what maybe humanist view or worldly view. So he could be conformist at the same time, conformist i believe i have written enough. Having say that, is time to move on to the humanist view. Untainted must be their thought must be, so not be influence by other. Their belief must be at the level beyond wisdom and experience can be obtained, something unknown then cannot be unravel till this date.

So you want to be P or C, up to you. cOZ CHOICE is make by you, remember not to be influence, coz the choice must be pure just like music.

Monday blue

The beginning of the week, the end of the short term break, yet rejoice in the end of it, coz it is coming to the end of the chinese new year visitation. Well yet, i never visit anyone during the chinese new year, the only time i go is when i go out to shop for food supply for my mother to cook.

So basically the first few days, there is nothing muz happening, or rather to say is rather peaceful or you call it boring. Never get to practice the piano. So all gotta to do is play DMC4, well is super shiok man, but for kids...be warn...juz a joke.

Today same old going back to school, the mood is still the same, but feeling the project and test breathing down my neck. So super lazy to book driving lesson, coz the driving instructor is running out of patience on me but i dun understand i spend money to be scold by another person. But anyway the main reason is becoz he ask me to take more lesson frequently, whether to swop it to public driving lesson.

Ok...gotta sing away the blue

The day b4 CNY

Last two days, I have been slacking, I have been wondering why my course so slack, TimeTable so relax compare to other course in the SIM.

Monday,

Our second Outing, dunoe what are they going to do, a lot of question mark in my head. Well, we finally decide we will play pool. But I realize i dunoe hw to play. Coz playing ball in a table, juz doesnt make sense to me. So it seem a bit bored to me, also no mood to play. Trying to be funny, but my mood dun match my little humor.

Try to act interested, but when wendy say it is a bit borinng, i immediately agree, shot i hope nobody hear it. Using "The later i going to play piano thing" last me throughout the game. Then we went for makan, basically dragging my feet there too sleepy. brain Sub-working, try to make out what they say, which i could use coffee to wake me up, but the effect of coffee let me think twice, Migrane the next day.

Then we went to max opposite MS, and have nice flow of sweet and sinful chocolate drink. When the chocolate down my body, the sleeping power hit to the max, then i cannot take it anymore, to dreamland...as for the content, well...no comment...hahaha.

Tuesday

Yes.Is 5 feb, the day my favourite game is out, but when i went to the store, i found out that for the console X-Box 360, my game is not out. Then i went to SummerNotes in the afternoon to play practice piano, still trying very hard to understand the language of music bean sprout. Goodness, I play till i remember the note for ode to joy and love me tender. Then i try to play jingle bell u play EE E*2 right hand and C*4 and G*4 twice to get jingle bell jingle bell, but it muz play grandstaff, so it mean muz play left and right hand. But my next lesson is on 21 feb, arrrgh, chinese new year, so my lesson is being cancel till that date.

Went for a run in the evening to train for VM, or else i will be dead half way in 60 storey.

Well Happy Chinese new Year!!!!

First NS IPPT

It was like since two year I didnt do IPPT alr, it seem like i only put 30% effort in all the statics station, Pull-up 9, sit up 45, shuttle run 10.1, SBJ 216cm and finally running 10.49...all could be faster and better. But why WHy...lazy, or is it cannot get Gold, then i slack down..But anyway i pass.

Miss the good old day at sispec, when i saw a platoon of soldier, singing book out book out day. Slowly all the fond memories all return to me one by one.

Then for the past few day is great, with the piano lesson and of coz all my great classmates for coming to the Class bonding, even through movie have the min communication of all the activities. But I think we all have fun

Photo on my piano i am practicing on..isnt it a beauty

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