Education is mind strapping sometimes, reducing the times for us to think the things that have been inhibiting into us, but we keep reading things that distract us from all this, mind conspirary it might have been, trap your thought, trap your ability for the really why question we should ask.
Reality have been painful, education have been distraction or rather a painkiller, distract us from all these.
We all have beautiful mind, sometimes we are meant for greater purpose but our mind is entrap in this thought, can we still produce beautiful picture of the world or is it dull coz our mind is entrap, yupz we are entrapped from the pain of the world what can make better society when self-interest has build in them. But flip side, we are ignoring the color that are calling to us!
If you are studying and happen to read this blog...take this time to think about the beautiful thing your mind is trying to tell you now
For me, beethoven is my beautiful timeofff!!! One Life Live it!!!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
shiok run
It has been since 9 month, i have such shiok run, the after effect of pain, tell me i am still alive and kicking. During the run, alot has been in my mind, i wondering what i really love in my life, why of coz science is my favourite, to be able to invent something that ppl that never use b4, is a achievement and challenge to me.
Brain fuck till siao to give up, but die die dun give up if i do, i will be a quitter throughout my life...never say never!!!
Brain fuck till siao to give up, but die die dun give up if i do, i will be a quitter throughout my life...never say never!!!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Tiredness
Sometimes, it has reach the day when all my energy are drain, that i need a break...which i dun explain to anybody, but sometimes i need to do something for myself, i need a day i dun care what about ppl thinking and feeling.
Maybe I am living under that kind of life too long alr, it start suffocate me...which i need a break for that kind of living..to be myself again, or else i will lose who really am i with under the impression to live and breathe for others...
A break from the cage of people thought
runaway ftom space that constraint
callout to heart of rebellion
be reborn again with a new heart of stainless
Maybe I am living under that kind of life too long alr, it start suffocate me...which i need a break for that kind of living..to be myself again, or else i will lose who really am i with under the impression to live and breathe for others...
A break from the cage of people thought
runaway ftom space that constraint
callout to heart of rebellion
be reborn again with a new heart of stainless
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Wild nite
lady gaga..she is hell of a untamed person i ever seen, do not fix by the rule...can perform back facing the audience...putting the feet on the key on the piano...oh my such wildness...such madness...and yet is simple... her tagline follow ur dream and be yourself...quite inspiring, if ppl tell u to go another way...ask them to f$$k off...oh my such coolness.. I wonder hw many ppl can follow their dream, my dream is to drive mustang that i modified on the road of singapore which mean beating the traffic road... and kick some butt
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Sweet holiday
wake up 10 am, is really a total feeling after all, get out of regime of control, free out of the cage in a while is a really a great thing, thanks to the crescent and five stars, I have this sweet monday to write this delicious blog. Is like a day of sweetness, but of course project still must be done...yupz i know is a spoiler for the day, but as student we must remember school work come first, play come later...
Enjoy ur holiday folk, i will keep u in memory when enjoy the sweetness aroma of the day.
Enjoy ur holiday folk, i will keep u in memory when enjoy the sweetness aroma of the day.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Assumption and human nature
Even we deny ourselves away from assumption..but as human...is difficult not to as assummption is like a nature ability..like we walk into the jungle...can we just walk in there...
No way we must have the assumption that it is safety that we have the enough courage to step in..
which goes to shows assumption let us step into the safety boundary where we can enter at ease that give birth to first impression this kind of thing
No way we must have the assumption that it is safety that we have the enough courage to step in..
which goes to shows assumption let us step into the safety boundary where we can enter at ease that give birth to first impression this kind of thing
Version 2
A nice cold breeze is blowing upon the cheek of Isaac while he is having a relax conversion with his friends over wine and dine. Then one of his friends stumbles about an interesting upcoming event that his school SIM is organizing namely the Art festival, which bring about a chain of thought of inviting Isaac to the event itself. Isaac agrees to the invitation through a toast to his friend which he thinks it is a great idea, since Isaac is working on his newer masterpiece.
Few days have pass, Isaac is on his bus to SIM when he overhear a conversion among the group of students wearing different color of T-shirts about the current Art Festival event about all the exciting event like the stage performance and all the booth program and workshops. Suddenly a gush of excitement runs through the vein of Isaac, wishing that the bus would arrive at the location as soon as possible.
When the bus finally arrives, he was already breaking his way through the student crowd. Then he chance upon the beautiful small colorful paper flower along the grass road pavement when he walk up the staircase. Dash across the plaza he saw the student making hand print on the canvas with different color paints, not only the handprint they have imprint on the canvas but the smile of the students have been imprinted on the heart of Isaac. Then an glance of collated photography capture his attention, while moving away his attention reluctantly from the handprint session, he was amaze at the many photography collated, which tell the story of the vibrancy life of the students which is totally different from the dull and boring life perception he has about the student life.
Breaking away from the crowd he found himself in the courtyard with a lot student playing basketball, the sweat and smile on the basketball face, realizing he didn’t bring along his paint and brush, a sense of remorse run through him, which he thought is a waste to not to capture the vibrancy of life on his paint.
Attracted by the nice melodic music from the atrium, he found himself draw closer like he is like a vine that is crawling up the tree to reach for the sunlight, which he found the beautiful pieces are play by the group of student with their violin and cellos, such splendors beauty have been luxuries on his eye and mind which he is totally engrossed and become part of the notes that the violinist and cellist are playing, and suddenly realize that the buzz of the student have become harmony with the music.
While his mind is still in sync with the beautiful music, he was wondering what is all the commotion about, but what caught his eye is not about what is the commotion is about, but the brilliant colorful artwork on the panel of the booth which exhibit the amount of effort, passion and love for the thing they are doing which reignite the fire and passion in him.
With the all the vivid memory still etching in his mind, he head down straight to his studio, then he stack out all his paint tube and realize the color he is being used is limited for past painting, so head to the store and grab the whole box of color tube and started painting his masterpiece dedicated to the colour of life that the student have imprinted in his mind at SIM has imprint in his mind and he name this masterpiece color confessione
Few days have pass, Isaac is on his bus to SIM when he overhear a conversion among the group of students wearing different color of T-shirts about the current Art Festival event about all the exciting event like the stage performance and all the booth program and workshops. Suddenly a gush of excitement runs through the vein of Isaac, wishing that the bus would arrive at the location as soon as possible.
When the bus finally arrives, he was already breaking his way through the student crowd. Then he chance upon the beautiful small colorful paper flower along the grass road pavement when he walk up the staircase. Dash across the plaza he saw the student making hand print on the canvas with different color paints, not only the handprint they have imprint on the canvas but the smile of the students have been imprinted on the heart of Isaac. Then an glance of collated photography capture his attention, while moving away his attention reluctantly from the handprint session, he was amaze at the many photography collated, which tell the story of the vibrancy life of the students which is totally different from the dull and boring life perception he has about the student life.
Breaking away from the crowd he found himself in the courtyard with a lot student playing basketball, the sweat and smile on the basketball face, realizing he didn’t bring along his paint and brush, a sense of remorse run through him, which he thought is a waste to not to capture the vibrancy of life on his paint.
Attracted by the nice melodic music from the atrium, he found himself draw closer like he is like a vine that is crawling up the tree to reach for the sunlight, which he found the beautiful pieces are play by the group of student with their violin and cellos, such splendors beauty have been luxuries on his eye and mind which he is totally engrossed and become part of the notes that the violinist and cellist are playing, and suddenly realize that the buzz of the student have become harmony with the music.
While his mind is still in sync with the beautiful music, he was wondering what is all the commotion about, but what caught his eye is not about what is the commotion is about, but the brilliant colorful artwork on the panel of the booth which exhibit the amount of effort, passion and love for the thing they are doing which reignite the fire and passion in him.
With the all the vivid memory still etching in his mind, he head down straight to his studio, then he stack out all his paint tube and realize the color he is being used is limited for past painting, so head to the store and grab the whole box of color tube and started painting his masterpiece dedicated to the colour of life that the student have imprinted in his mind at SIM has imprint in his mind and he name this masterpiece color confessione
Monday, August 3, 2009
story by me
Looking at the paint, Isaac cannot draw any inspiration from the white canvas staring back at him, the empty studio just echo the hollowness in his heart. So he decided to walk to the store to get some color, the studio door open ajar and a small little girl walk up to the white canvas. And she reach out with her tiny hand reach into palette of color paint and dip her hand, without hesitation, the hand found its destination near the canvas, and it form unorganized but beautiful artwork. From behind, Isaac just walk out of the store and was astonished by the beauty of simplicity of the colour form by the handprint of a small little gals. Inspiration engulfs him and he started to painting with the little gal. When it is finally over, the canvas is full of colour and life, Isaac is astonished by the power and life of colour reveal to him, that he name this painting Colour Confessione.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
All in a day work
Today, was out depatching, my mind is very clear suddenly, maybe is the coffee i take in the morning, or i have been enlighten either way...
Yupz, was pass the heavy traffic, but my heart is calm and peaceful and totally ok with the traffic.
Even through is one hour out of office, but alot have been in my mind, i must somehow be flexible and change to the environment, not expecting the environment change to me.
That way of thinking is stubborn and selfish, and hope everything is back to normal as the way it will be...hope nothing changes after all my foolish acts, but is impossible to think in that way, coz or else there will not be cause and consequence.
In and out of something set me thinking of things, let me change in a way to be be a better person, is what i think is not what other thinks, that is freaky important, learn to trust super important, be flexible super duby important.
for all my friends that worry for me, worry not more, i have decide to take alot alot step back alr, but the feeling will stay, coz i am still a human after all wahahhahaha...
Yupz, was pass the heavy traffic, but my heart is calm and peaceful and totally ok with the traffic.
Even through is one hour out of office, but alot have been in my mind, i must somehow be flexible and change to the environment, not expecting the environment change to me.
That way of thinking is stubborn and selfish, and hope everything is back to normal as the way it will be...hope nothing changes after all my foolish acts, but is impossible to think in that way, coz or else there will not be cause and consequence.
In and out of something set me thinking of things, let me change in a way to be be a better person, is what i think is not what other thinks, that is freaky important, learn to trust super important, be flexible super duby important.
for all my friends that worry for me, worry not more, i have decide to take alot alot step back alr, but the feeling will stay, coz i am still a human after all wahahhahaha...
Fool
yupz, i always been a fool, she has been doing things for us, i dun get the picture, but act as a irriating entity half the time, but she always forgive me. I am very apologistic that she need to go through the nonsense that i put her through....i will be myself...so be less burden of her...
Hope we can work this through tgt.
Hope we can work this through tgt.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Morning stuff
something i concoct in the morning
Memories
Short stay hold no memories
but memories linger on
like vines wrap around heart
enjoy closeness yet there is pain
But the grateful thing is that her headache recover through my prayer, if she recover, i promise to head back to church...right away
Memories
Short stay hold no memories
but memories linger on
like vines wrap around heart
enjoy closeness yet there is pain
But the grateful thing is that her headache recover through my prayer, if she recover, i promise to head back to church...right away
In transition
Hope i will be stand up again, which i will, i am strong i will, i need to set back on my goal.
It has been long since i write, never been so release, yupz is sad, but is time to let go is time to let go..which i hold memory of nobody...
started on fresh page of life, the new chapter...the new beginning...just stay focus!!!!
It has been long since i write, never been so release, yupz is sad, but is time to let go is time to let go..which i hold memory of nobody...
started on fresh page of life, the new chapter...the new beginning...just stay focus!!!!
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Time to write!!!
Been bz with the last few week, and very thankful to my classmate for the celebration at MOF muackz muackz...!!!
Haha, time pass very fast, in a twink of the eye, is forth semster, is very cool to noe all...my classmates...for so long...
ps, cannot join them for johor trip...not durian for me...haha
yupz...is time for me to get started...on my study...haha
yupz...still very the grateful to have my gf by my side...i will stand by u no matter what.
Haha, time pass very fast, in a twink of the eye, is forth semster, is very cool to noe all...my classmates...for so long...
ps, cannot join them for johor trip...not durian for me...haha
yupz...is time for me to get started...on my study...haha
yupz...still very the grateful to have my gf by my side...i will stand by u no matter what.
Monday, April 20, 2009
sleepy day
Haha...ever since study break, study have been my top priority...but cannot see my gf...well is really a pain.
been zha nai the whole day, dunoe what to write and update with nothing happens, so yupz...good weather and good run for today.
And i am thankful i have a loving gf.
been zha nai the whole day, dunoe what to write and update with nothing happens, so yupz...good weather and good run for today.
And i am thankful i have a loving gf.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Best of Both world bullshit
This is hw you see thing, you want this and that...well you are call greedy when u know u cannot have the best of both world...well unless the world collide. well u get nothing.
That is this theory i formed, what combined the best of the world is by giving of portion of there and there...so basically it may lose the essential of the both world but you still keep it. But then again where are the best of both world when it used to be when you lose the essential the uniquity of the this both is when they are individual entity not when you have them both together.
This is hw it work around in the world, when one dude try to save the earth by stop manufacturing u stop crEAting u stop generating GDP...then it created the economical term call tradeoff..bullshit...is call a shit that control ppl that is greedy.give some piece of pie to another...stopping being a U noe what.
Basically i juz trying to write something that not see ard in the world...but i juz could not, yes...u cannot have write something ppl not see ard...the world...becoz ppl dun understand...hahah...there you go not best of both world
That is this theory i formed, what combined the best of the world is by giving of portion of there and there...so basically it may lose the essential of the both world but you still keep it. But then again where are the best of both world when it used to be when you lose the essential the uniquity of the this both is when they are individual entity not when you have them both together.
This is hw it work around in the world, when one dude try to save the earth by stop manufacturing u stop crEAting u stop generating GDP...then it created the economical term call tradeoff..bullshit...is call a shit that control ppl that is greedy.give some piece of pie to another...stopping being a U noe what.
Basically i juz trying to write something that not see ard in the world...but i juz could not, yes...u cannot have write something ppl not see ard...the world...becoz ppl dun understand...hahah...there you go not best of both world
Monday, March 23, 2009
So Many Repeater...like fly like that so irriating
I just wonder...human can be such a bore...sometimes...keep repeating some stuff...like a tape recorder. It started to annoy me, luckily i dun have a machine gun in my hand...or else they will be toast...
This aside, I have been bother by a lot of report, and no time to study...this annoy me...want to go cycling start to rain. What is wrong man...
Is it becoz i am not the controller of the world, that pissed me off...or i am being caged by the controller.
Brain limit...
Time limit...
speed limit...
strength limit...
everything limit....
Why we need to be bound...., why!!!!
Which one day i can cross limit...the only way i know...science breaking limit
No more estoppel...no more...sick and tired if it...true freedom will not be realized till we have it
This aside, I have been bother by a lot of report, and no time to study...this annoy me...want to go cycling start to rain. What is wrong man...
Is it becoz i am not the controller of the world, that pissed me off...or i am being caged by the controller.
Brain limit...
Time limit...
speed limit...
strength limit...
everything limit....
Why we need to be bound...., why!!!!
Which one day i can cross limit...the only way i know...science breaking limit
No more estoppel...no more...sick and tired if it...true freedom will not be realized till we have it
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Goofy Sat
Attend wedding in the morning...finally yealing is married....the man muz be a perfect man.All the best for her wedding...yupz...is juz cannot stand listening to the talk that last for hour. My bum is so freaky painful, but i expect it, but for Yealing is worth it. Then suddenly idea pop in my head, to recruit poly student for production too if not enuff ppl
Then in the afternoon meet my goofy friend for badminton...it last for half a hour, then she start to do the elvis hand shake. Then we chit chat to wait for the rain to stop....well we start to goofy abt ppl...i enjoy the goofy part.put my mind off test...for that day...
After that went home, i play 2 stages for dawn of war 2 then off to bed....
Then in the afternoon meet my goofy friend for badminton...it last for half a hour, then she start to do the elvis hand shake. Then we chit chat to wait for the rain to stop....well we start to goofy abt ppl...i enjoy the goofy part.put my mind off test...for that day...
After that went home, i play 2 stages for dawn of war 2 then off to bed....
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